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New Layout :)

Eeek, so i'm moving up in the Blogging world. I've finally changed my layout using a HTML code. Wow how cool am i. So here it is. What do you think? Comments please.

I had a driving lessons today, apparently i'm not going to need any more than eight if i pass my theory test next Friday. Scared much? I can't believe i actually am good at driving. I had put it off for so long because i thought i'd be too stupid to understand it all. Silly me eh. Maybe i am good at something.

I applied for a different job yesterday. Well i didn't exactly apply for it, i sent off for information about Entertainers abroad. You know like the people that put on all the shows in the evenings that make you cringe. Yep that's going to be me. How exciting. But saying that i don't know if they think i'm slightly up my own arse because i sent my acting CV along side it? But they did ask to show previous experience in that area? So i dunno. Hmm.

Last night i was rather bored, and started to doodle... I ended up with this picture. Which i thought was rather pretty so i stuck it on my drawing wall in my bedroom. :) I'm going to try and draw more, and upload more photography and drawings onto here. Maybe that can be my "thing" lol.

Its pretty isn't it :).

Ergh i really hate the fact that my dad moans about EVERYTHING. Like i paid for my own driving lessons today, and i just told my mum i don't have any money left. And he just goes "i gave you forty pound" Yes dad thats for my train tickets for college you tit. I still don't have any money. DUHH.

Ooo i smell dinner. Must dash.

Peace.

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Spongebob.

Okay i know i am constantly moaning on here. But seriously. WHY do people feel the need to jump in front of trains? And not only that. On a Saturday night at 8oclock when people are trying to get home to go out!! It really does piss me off. So in the long run. I didn't go out tonight. Just stayed in blogging. YAY. Well actually i'm a geek and i rather enjoy doing that :).

My day was rather funny. We went shopping in Pompy town. Went to the outlet shops first. which were a bit of a let down. We started the day in this cafe place thing, and i wanted the breakfast without the beans. So i was like "Can i please swap the beans for a sausage". And the dopey woman was like "We can't swap beans for meat. You can have another egg" So i was like finnnne. My breakfast came. Twas bloody lovely. With my ONE bit of bacon. I mean how silly is that. One bit of bacon on a fry up. Stupido. And some boy spilt his drink all down him and on the floor. And i was sitting there heaving because this stuff on the floor looked like he sicked it up. And i'm not gonna' lie. I don't do sick. At all. haha.

But yeah shopping was a bit of a bust. Got some bits from the Cadbury's shop. Theeeen, my mother and auntie decided to go into this "cheap pub" they found last time. (turns out it was a Weatherspoons, silly old people) :). So we went in there at about 3. Three bottles of wine and a cider later we stagger out around seven o'clock. Shops shut. Train station locking up. Ahhh. My mum NEVER drinks. Like never ever. So it was rather hilarious to see her drunk. And they were on the train ringing my dad up pretending to be the queen. Ahh was rather humorous. But then the selfish fucker jumped in front of the train and we got delayed. Argh.

Tomorrow i plan to have a sexy lay in. And then i'm going to my friends nannies for dinner and to watch Dancing on ice. I love her nan. More than mine tbh. haha. Mines a loopy crazy nan.

Well i'm going to catch Spider Man now. :)
Peace.
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I'm sorry.

Well tbh, i don't actually think anyone cares that i haven't been here. As i don't think any one reads it. So im saying sorry to myself. Because i know in years to come i will read this and think "wow, why was i such an aggressive, moody, bored, i want so much in life person?" haha. I make myself laugh.

So whats new with you? With me? Well. College is going well... i say well. Its sooooo hard! like seriously. At the moment we have to do the following (all over lapping):
* Learn naturalistic monologue
*Learn non naturalistic monologue
*Revise Shakespeare monologue (or pick and learn new one if old one wasn't long enough. Which mine so wasn't) :(
*Learn Scene
*Learn poem about sex (totally awesome and i love it. i'll write a bit in a sec)
*Log book for physical theatre
*Log book x3 for monologues
*Workshop leadership....

I think thats it. But come on!! I go to college three days a week. And on the days im not at college i work. So i have NO time what so ever for me. I just took a week off because i just felt physically and mentally dead. (and the fact i was ill but thats besides the point).

But yeah this poem... Its so totally amazing. Its about this girl who goes from a normal night out with her friends to becoming a prostitute. So when we perform it on stage, we get to wear very little... and rip our clothes and stuff. EEEK. Its gonna be amazing. I would write some of it out. But i can't be arsed to run downstairs to get it. *Note to self, learn lines for that* lol.

Love life? Ehhh. So doesn't exist at the mo. I mean if you know me... Or talk to me you will probably know the head fuck situation i have to deal with right now. So lets not go there.

I still really REALLY hate where i'm living. I look at my room now and think. GOD i can be doing soooo much more than Blogging from here. I could be any where else in the world... If only that stupid little thing called money didn't play such a huge part in this. MEH.

Going out tomorrow night for the first time in forever. And i have not got a clue what to wear. And i need to look good because i still have a crusty nose from my cold. So i need to divert attention haha.

Well, i think thats my mind empty now.. OH. I booked my theory today. Friday 9th April at 10.30am. Scared much?? i keep failing the mock ones. I'm screwwwwed. ahhh.

Well i'm going to play in the rain.
Peace.
X

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New Year 2010.

Bonjourno.

Happy New Year all. I know its a bit late to be posting that and everything, but i haven't got round to updating my blog this year. So here it is, the first update of 2010 :)

Life has pretty much been average since the last time i posted, i mean Christmas was rather good, got the sexiest camera. Ooo and New Year... well that was alright. I mean i didn't get as drunk.. No i didn't get drunk at all! ha. I was looking after my friend most of the night as she was very very drunk. But it was quite funny really so yay me.

Ah the weather in England has decided to go utterly crazy!! It snows, a little bit the week before Christmas... Then Christmas day it didn't snow... Then the week after Christmas, and the week after that AND the week after that. It snows like a bitch. Yeah three weeks of snow. I mean, its pretty and everything but like it does get quite annoying after a while because the snow turns to ice. Then the ice and my Uggs do NOT go well together, therefore it ends with Nicolle landing flat on her bum bum. :( Not fun.

Sledding was rather fun though, Its the first time i have ever been :) I know. Deprived child right... But hey growing up in England... A land where it NEVER snows, and now its like Narnia! So here is some pictures of me and the snow :)

This is the snow in Tilgate Park. How pretty does it look. Where is Aslan?? Aha i make myself laugh :)

I'm seriously that cool you know. :]

Okay, here's the plan. Things i will do in 2010:

- Take singing lessons. I mean i can sing... But i lack SOOO much confidence.

- Go to New York. YAY totally going in July! Excited much :)

- Update my blog more, and start doing video entries. I told you before, I'm a Geek.

- Take lots of pictures on my new sexy camera.

- Andddd I will start going to the gym again. I WILL.

And on that note, its 15.01 and i'm still in bed... Ehh i'll go to the gym tomorrow. haha :)

Peace.

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Sorry.

Oh my god. I feel really bad i haven't updated this in forever!!

Life has been rather crazy. Been super busy with college and work and stuff. Okay update...

College i told you about the play we were putting on in two weeks... and i said about having a cough that really hurts. Yeah in those two weeks i had swine flu and turns out the cough was a chest infection. So in those two weeks i only actually rehearsed the play like twice. So i didn't really do very well on that one. Ahh well. :)

We're doing a "kids theatre" show at the moment about Native Americans. Which is kinda cool. We're using all head dresses and things for the animals. A bit like the Lion King on stage. I am enjoying it but its just getting a bit boring now as its all devised and some people arent really giving 100% in class. ahh well shit happens :). Oooo. I had to do my Shakespeare assessment the other day. Which i was totally pooing my pants about! I hate Shakes! but i think i did quite well really :D. I deffo passed it. Weather i got a merit or what not i don't know yet? Still got all the written stuff to do. Which is kinda crappy.

This year has gone stupidly fast. I mean it doesn't seem like two mins ago i was in Tunisia or it was my birthday and now its like Christmas. And whats even scarier on Christmas day it will be three years since my nan died!! Now that is CRAZY. Its gone sooo fast. So much has happened this year! But i think all in all its been a good one :). Who knows what 2010 will bring?

I do know one thing!! In July 2010 im going to New York for two weeks to do an Acting for Camera course at AADA!! Which will be amazing! Well i hope i go any ways. Im still waiting to see if i've been accepted :). Also im currently doing all my drama school applications. So hopefully by the next post i will have some audition dates. Yipee.

Oh yeah i have new hair!! Here's a picture :)

Peace.

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Wonderful Randomness

Ahh. So i've now started college!! It is mad. They dont call it intensive acting for no reason. Its only day four and we've already been cast in a play, doing our two monologues for drama school, starting on our lamda exams. Ahh. Its all good. Oh and we get to do an assignment over the whole yeah. And get this... I get to BLOG my essays. Ahh. Im totally amazed. Its going to be the most fantastic thing ever. I wonder if i can ramble in my world as much as i do in real life. All the people on the course are pretty sweet. :). There's a good mix of people so its nice to mingle and not be with like the same as my usual lot. But im not going to lie. I need to talk to some of the hot guys!! Ahh im not gonna' let an opportunity like college guys down! There are some rather dashing ones i must admit.

Hmm work isn't going too bad either. I had to call in sick for the first time on Saturday. (today now being Tuesday) and i still feel like utter crap. I've got the worst cough in the world! It actually really hurts. And i feel like crying just coz' i want to get rid of it. It seems to be getting worse not better! Which utterly sucks.

Its so strange now. Like everyone, all the girls and boys from school and sixth form have all gone there separate ways. All the uni people are moved in and joining carious clans and societies. A few of us are at college. And some people are working!! Its mad to think how much we wished our school days away and laughed when the parents said "they are they best days of your life". I hate to admit it but there true! I mean don't get me wrong college is going to be a wicked experience but its no sixth form! I mean i don't know everyone for starters!! And that might sound weird. but its true. Im used to at least knowing who people are. Even if i wasn't friends with everyoneeee. I could still talk to them. But at college i feel like i would get stabbed talking to some... Hmm i shall let you know my progress.

Ohhhh one more thing. Im now a brunette. Ahhh. And i love it. For now. :)

Peace.
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Jeez

Aha, i just read back my last post. I think i was going through some emotional self conscious crap!! TBH the new start didn't happen. I still eat just as much chocolate, and drink way too much diet coke. But like i said im not fat so i don't see the point. I did go to the gym last week though. Shocker. Naaa i will start going more. :) I promise.

Start college on Tuesday! :) I'm actually really looking forward to it. Just being able to do some drama again! I've been going crazy not acting. I think ive been a bit of a drama queen at home and work to make up for it. But yeah should all be good. Apart from the hour train ride every day. Not looking forward to that i dont think. :( Ah well. Gives me time to learn lines eh.

I've decided i want to grow my hair again. :). Or at least get extensions that are the same colour as my now white hair. Ahh. Or dye it brown? Hmm. I wonder how many posts i have written mention my hair. aha.

Peace.
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